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The Year That Came Next

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The Year That Came Next          2020 was the year that the world came to a stop.  It was a time when we all paused, and experienced a collective eery silence.  We all experienced uncertainty, pain, fear, apathy, hope, and cycles of disappointment mixed with despair.  We as a whole felt a deeper form of exhaustion even as we were forced to look at ourselves deeper at more thoroughly than we perhaps ever had.  We saw the flaws in our way of life, both on a broad sense, as well as within our personal spheres.  We debated them, simmered in them, and most of all, we waited.  We waited to find out what was next.  Would we reboot as before, as though nothing happened?  What of these thoughts and reflections and revelations we'd gained?     For many of us, the exhaustion persists.  We now rectify the things we know with things we know to want, against the demands of a world that's desperately struggling to piece itself back together - in some ways fighting against the inevitable chang

Baja

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There’s a million and one ways to describe my trip to Baja, a lesson learned from and a moment to reflect on in each. During July of 2019 I flew to San Diego and got in a van (technically 2 vans) along with 19 other students and a few course leaders for the Baja Earth Expedition as part of Project Dragonfly through Miami University.   We drove south: to Mexico through Baja, to the desert, to the sea. Baja was a unique journey for each person.   A platform for growth.   A window for reflection.   The first ripple or the cataclysmic burst of transformation. A pervasive theme of Baja centered around stepping outside of your comfort zone. For me this started well before the actual trip, with fears and doubts and foreboding.   As someone who is prone to heat exhaustion and has had heat stroke several times, the prospect of living outside in the desert in the peak of summer filled me with dread.   That was not including my penchant for sunburning, which was compa